SAM
Ruh
Between the prayer and the ache —
this is where I write.
SAM Ruh believes some truths only survive as stories.
She writes in the language of longing —
where faith wrestles doubt, where love quietly becomes loss,
and where honesty matters more than resolution.
Faith and feeling.
Longing and loss.
The ache that asks to be understood.
SAM Ruh writes at the intersection of faith and feeling. Her work explores love in its many forms — the ache of longing, the weight of loss, and the quiet strength found in surrender.
"Aur bhi gham hain zamaane mein muhabbat ke siva
Rahatein aur bhi hain vasl ki rahat ke siva"
There are other sorrows in this world besides the agony of love.
There are other joys too, besides the joy of union.
Vasl = Union
SAM Ruh often ponders what our existence means for the concepts of heaven and hell. It is a question she does not shy away from.
"Na tha kuchh to Khuda tha, kuchh na hota to Khuda hota,
Duboya mujh ko hone ne, na hota main to kya hota?"
When there was nothing, God was there; if there were nothing, God would still be there.
My existence has undone me — if I were not, what would I have been?
Rooted in reflection and shaped by lived experience, her words dwell in the in-between — where questions are allowed, silence is honored, and truth is gently revealed.
A soul that collects moments the world forgets to notice.
SAM Ruh is a poet, author, and IT professional. Originally from India, she holds a Master's in Computer Applications and calls New Jersey home. As a Radio Jockey, she celebrated classic Bollywood music on desi radio channels in New Jersey and Chicago.
Her love for Bollywood and its music is more than nostalgia — it is a lifeline connecting generations and emotions. Faith, family, and creativity coexist in harmony, each fueling her endless curiosity.
Family remains at the core of everything she does. Her husband S.J, their beloved A.J boys, and the Cats form a circle of love and shared dreams.
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Poetry. Prose. Stories that stay.
Order a copy or sample an excerpt — poetry and prose that travel from the rising to the remembering.
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The Rising
The Love, The Pain
The Etched Memories
Now Featuring Additional Bonus Content
SAM Ruh is actively working on publishing new editions of her books and is seeking volunteer artwork that speaks to the themes she holds closest — love, pain, hurt, success, memories, and faith.
If your art resonates with any of these themes, SAM would be honoured to see it.
Know the Illustrators
Faseeha Hassan
A self-taught artist, baker, crocheter, and Islamic calligrapher. Her passion for art has led her to bring happiness to others — be it on canvas, paper, or cake, her touch brings warmth to many hearts.
Henna Aslam
Henna Aslam was an artist whose vision was as bold as it was thoughtful. Faith, justice, and humanity were quietly woven into her creations. The work she left behind continues to speak, linger, and inspire.
What Readers Say
The hardest part of writing a poem is that each line has to be so true and so personal that you must line it with your life sometimes. Your use of rhyme scheme and rhythm was a nostalgic trip down the old poetry books.Aysha Mahmood Feminichi
SAM 'Ruh' — her writings go deep into your soul and there they stay. Makes each episode look life-like. As if she is giving voice to your innermost feelings.Suvitha Ajit Writer · Healer · Fitness Coach
SAM Ruh's poems exquisitely portray the bare emotions of a commoner. 'My Prayer Rug' invoked a strong sense of faith in me — a magnificent combination of love and pain expressed with intense passion.Nazia Mohammed Montessori Educator
खुद को खोजते खोजते उतरी ये कविताएँ कभी जीवन को दिखाती है, कभी सवाल खड़े करती हैं। प्यास जगाती हैं ये कविताएँ।अंकुर तिवारी {बोमन हू}
Work in Progress
Every draft is a conversation with what's possible.
Projects in various stages of development: some just beginning to bloom, others evolving through trial, inspiration, and the quiet ache of getting it right.
A space for the quiet weight
Depression
Tired, stuck, or feeling low? You are not alone. Join me — there is hope.
Depression is often misunderstood as temporary sadness. For many, it is a quiet, enduring weight that affects the mind, emotions, and the will to move forward.
This space offers a deeply personal reflection — one that acknowledges the darkness while gently holding room for hope, healing, and the gradual return of light.
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Whether you've just finished one of her books and something stayed with you, whether you're a fellow creative with a spark of an idea, or whether you simply want to say — I felt this — SAM Ruh wants to hear from you.
SAM Ruh lives close to her words and away from the noise. Her true home is her website — and Instagram is where she can truly be reached.