Between the prayer and the ache —
this is where I write.
SAM Ruh believes some truths only survive as stories.
She writes in the language of longing —
where faith wrestles doubt, where love quietly becomes loss,
and where honesty matters more than resolution.



The ache that asks to be understood.
SAM Ruh writes at the intersection of faith and feeling. Her work explores love in its many forms — the ache of longing, the weight of loss, and the quiet strength found in surrender. Yet she believes there is much more to life than love alone.
"Aur bhi gham hain zamaane mein muhabbat ke siva
Rahatein aur bhi hain vasl ki rahat ke siva"
There are other sorrows in this world besides the agony of love.
There are other joys too, besides the joy of union.
Vasl = Union
SAM Ruh often ponders what our existence means for the concepts of heaven and hell. If we were not here — not sentient, not aware — would worship, morality, or the afterlife hold any meaning at all? It is a question she does not shy away from.
"Na tha kuchh to Khuda tha, kuchh na hota to Khuda hota,
Duboya mujh ko hone ne, na hota main to kya hota?"
When there was nothing, God was there; if there were nothing, God would still be there.
My existence has undone me — if I were not, what would I have been?
Rooted in reflection and shaped by lived experience, her words dwell in the in-between — where questions are allowed, silence is honored, and truth is gently revealed.
SAM Ruh is a poet, author, and IT professional who works for the State of New York. Originally from India, she holds a Master's in Computer Applications and calls New Jersey home. As a Radio Jockey, she celebrated classic Bollywood music on desi radio channels in New Jersey and Chicago — a passion that continues to shape her voice and artistry.
❧Her love for Bollywood and its music is more than nostalgia — it is a lifeline connecting generations and emotions. Guided by her father's passion for Rafi and the golden era of Indian cinema, and nurtured by her mother's quiet devotion and unwavering faith, SAM absorbed melodies, stories, and values that continue to shape her writing. Faith, family, and creativity coexist in harmony, each fueling her endless curiosity.
Family remains at the core of everything she does. Her husband Sarin, their beloved Jalal boys, and the Jalal Cats form a circle of love and shared dreams — giving her the courage to pursue writing, singing, acting, and broadcasting with fearless dedication. From self-created short films to karaoke stages, she embraces creativity in all its shapes.



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A self-taught artist, baker, crocheter, and Islamic calligrapher, Faseeha is a Teacher's Assistant by profession who finds joy in everything she creates. Her passion for art has led her to bring happiness to others — be it on canvas, paper, or cake, her touch brings warmth to many hearts.
Hailing from India, Faseeha moved to the US with her husband Abu Zahir more than 25 years ago. Now settled in Charlotte, North Carolina, she enjoys life with her three wonderful boys and husband. In her free time she listens to music, watches films, reads — or, most of all, explores a new form of art.
Henna Aslam was an artist whose vision was as bold as it was thoughtful. She moved effortlessly across mediums, letting each piece carry its own truth — reflecting not just skill, but reflection, curiosity, and care. She painted with intention, giving voice to ideas she held close to her heart.
Faith, justice, and humanity were quietly woven into her creations. Even at a young age, her presence in every piece was unmistakable — she inspired those around her to see art not as decoration, but as conversation. The work she left behind continues to speak, linger, and inspire.
The hardest part of writing a poem is that each line has to be so true and so personal that you must line it with your life sometimes. Your use of rhyme scheme and rhythm was a nostalgic trip down the old poetry books. I hope you write more and explore more and sing more.Aysha Mahmood Feminichi
SAM 'Ruh' — her writings go deep into your soul and there they stay. I particularly like the romantic images she paints on the canvas of your mind. Makes each episode look life-like. As if she is giving voice to your innermost feelings.Suvitha Ajit Writer · Healer · Fitness Coach
SAM Ruh's poems exquisitely portray the bare emotions of a commoner. Her words unfold the plight of one's soul breaking the chains of an ever-demanding universe. 'My Prayer Rug' invoked a strong sense of faith in me. Disconnecting us from bitter realities, she takes us into an imaginary world we all dream of — a magnificent combination of love and pain expressed with intense passion.Nazia Mohammed Montessori Educator
खुद को खोजते खोजते उतरी ये कविताएँ कभी जीवन को दिखाती है, कभी सवाल खड़े करती हैं, कभी खुदी में खुदा को ढूँढ़ती हैं। इन्हें पढ़ते-पढ़ते जीवन की गहराई में डूब जाने का मन करता है। प्यास जगाती हैं ये कविताएँ।अंकुर तिवारी {बोमन हू}
Every draft is a conversation with what's possible.
This is where ideas take shape and visions come to life — one step at a time. Projects in various stages of development: some just beginning to bloom, others evolving through trial, inspiration, and the quiet ache of getting it right.
A space for the quiet weight
Tired, stuck, or feeling low? You are not alone. Join me — there is hope.
Rather than viewing experiences as inherently good or bad, SAM Ruh invites readers to embrace their humanity — accepting themselves with honesty, compassion, and grace.
Depression is often misunderstood as temporary sadness. For many, it is a quiet, enduring weight that affects the mind, emotions, and the will to move forward. Ordinary moments can feel heavier than they appear, even within a life filled with love and meaning.
This space offers a deeply personal reflection — one that acknowledges the darkness while gently holding room for hope, healing, and the gradual return of light.
Get Through ThisYou Reached Out — That Already Means Something
Whether you've just finished one of her books and something stayed with you, whether you're a fellow creative with a spark of an idea, or whether you simply want to say — I felt this — SAM Ruh wants to hear from you. No message is too small. No feeling is too ordinary.
SAM Ruh lives close to her words and away from the noise. Her true home is her website — and Instagram is where she can truly be reached.