SAM Ruh · Poet & Storyteller

SAM
Ruh

Between the prayer and the ache.
This is where I write.

Some truths only survive as stories.
SAM writes in the language of longing,
where faith wrestles doubt, where love quietly becomes loss,
and where honesty matters more than resolution.

What She Writes

Faith and feeling.
Longing and loss.

The ache of being understood.


SAM writes where faith meets feeling. Her work moves through love in its many forms: the ache of longing, the weight of loss, and the quiet strength of surrender.

اور بھی غم ہیں زمانے میں محبت کے سوا
راحتیں اور بھی ہیں وصل کی راحت کے سوا

Aur bhī gham hain zamāne mein muhabbat ke sivā,
Rāhatein aur bhī hain visl kī rāhat ke sivā.

There are other sorrows in this world besides the agony of love.
There are other joys too, besides the joy of union.
Vasl = Union

— Faiz Ahmed Faiz

SAM often wonders what our existence means for the idea of heaven and hell. It's a question she doesn't shy away from.

نہ تھا کچھ تو خدا تھا، کچھ نہ ہوتا تو خدا ہوتا
ڈبویا مجھ کو ہونے نے، نہ ہوتا میں تو کیا ہوتا؟

Na thā kuchh to khudā thā, kuchh na hotā to khudā hotā,
Duboyā mujh ko hone ne, na hotā main to kyā hotā?

When there was nothing, God was there; if there were nothing, God would still be there.
My existence has undone me — if I were not, what would I have been?

— Mirzā Ghālib

Her writing is shaped by reflection and lived experience. It lingers in the in-between, where questions are allowed, silence is honored, and truth comes out gently.

A softly lit open doorway
In Her Own Words

A Few Lines to Begin


Some poems choose you before you choose them. Here are three that stayed with SAM.

English Poetry From Soul Ramblings

My Favorite Rug

I unfold you like an unwritten letter, A conversation where the quiet feels better. I return to you daily, five times or more, With complaints, realities, dreams from my core. There are no answers spoken, yet silences are loud. I know He has heard me, without hearing my sound. As I press my forehead down and fall on my knees, I never think twice before asking— a million please. I ask for the little, I ask for the impossible great, From the needs of the morning to the desires of late. For the things without names that I carry unbeknownst within, For invisible longings, that are too tender to begin. This corner I return to for my daily cleansing, It is something very precious, it is a blessing. From the unfolding to the folding, through ease and through rush, I arrive here transparent, without compulsion or push. You are fabric and thread, nothing more to the eye, Yet between your folds I have learned not to lie. To Him, to myself— no pretence or shame, Once done, folded softly— I no longer am the same.

SAM Ruh
About SAM Ruh

She finds meaning in the moments that go unnoticed.


SAM Ruh is a poet, author, and IT professional. Originally from India, she holds a Master's in Computer Applications and calls New Jersey home. As a Radio Jockey, she celebrated classic Bollywood music on desi radio channels in New Jersey and Chicago.

Her love for Bollywood and its music isn't just nostalgia; it's a thread that connects generations and emotions. Faith, family, and creativity live side by side, each one feeding her curiosity.

Family remains at the core of everything she does. Her husband S.J, their beloved A.J boys, and the Cats form a circle of love and shared dreams.

New Jersey isn't just where she lives. It's the community she's part of. As a Muslim woman who's called Central Jersey home for many years, she knows the small joys: a good halal spot after Friday prayers, or a masjid that feels like family. Her guides to local cafés and masjids grew naturally out of that. She shares what she's learned with the people who share this corner of the world.

Books

Poetry. Prose. Stories that stay.

Order a copy or read an excerpt. Poetry and prose that travel from the rising to the remembering.

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The Voices Behind the Visuals

Know the Illustrators


Illustrator & Artist

Faseeha Hassan

A self-taught artist, baker, crocheter, and Islamic calligrapher, Faseeha is a Teacher's Assistant by profession who finds joy in everything she creates. Her passion for art has led her to bring happiness to others. Whether on canvas, paper, or cake, her touch brings warmth to many hearts. Hailing from India, Faseeha moved to the US with her husband many years ago. Now settled in Charlotte, North Carolina, she enjoys life with her three wonderful sons and husband. In her free time she listens to music, watches films, and reads. Most of all, she loves exploring a new form of art.

Illustrator & Artist

Henna Aslam

Henna Aslam was an artist whose vision was as bold as it was thoughtful. She moved easily across mediums, letting each piece carry its own truth. Her work showed skill, but also curiosity and care. She painted with intention, giving voice to ideas she held close to her heart. Faith, justice, and humanity were quietly woven through her work. Even at a young age, her presence in every piece was unmistakable. She inspired those around her to see art as conversation, not decoration. The work she left behind continues to speak, linger, and inspire.

In Their Own Words

What Readers Say


"Soul Ramblings of SAM Ruh"
The hardest part of writing a poem is that each line has to be so true and so personal that you must line it with your life sometimes. Your use of rhyme scheme and rhythm was a nostalgic trip down the old poetry books. I hope you write more and explore more and sing more.
Aysha Mahmood Feminichi
"Soul Ramblings of SAM Ruh"
SAM 'Ruh' — her writings go deep into your soul and there they stay. I particularly like the romantic images she paints on the canvas of your mind. Makes each episode look life-like. As if she is giving voice to your innermost feelings.
Suvitha Ajit Writer · Healer · Fitness Coach
"Soul Ramblings of SAM Ruh"
SAM Ruh's poems exquisitely portray the bare emotions of a commoner. Her words unfold the plight of one's soul breaking the chains of an ever-demanding universe. 'My Prayer Rug' invoked a strong sense of faith in me. Disconnecting us from bitter realities, she takes us into an imaginary world we all dream of — a magnificent combination of love and pain expressed with intense passion.
Nazia Mohammed Montessori Educator
थोड़ा सा रूमानी हो जाए
खुद को खोजते खोजते उतरी ये कविताएँ कभी जीवन को दिखाती है, कभी सवाल खड़े करती हैं, कभी खुदी में खुदा को ढूँढ़ती हैं। इन्हें पढ़ते-पढ़ते जीवन की गहराई में डूब जाने का मन करता है। प्यास जगाती हैं ये कविताएँ।
अंकुर तिवारी {बोमन हू}
From the Airwaves

Songs Close to SAM's Heart


Years behind the microphone taught SAM that music is another form of poetry. These are songs she's carried across languages, across time, and into the quiet spaces of her days.

Ehsaan Tera Hoga Mujh Par

Junglee · 1961 · Mohammed Rafi

A plea wrapped in dignity. Love, here, isn't loud. It's earnest, patient, deeply human.

Tu Rootha Dil Toota

Yaarana · 1981 · Kishore Kumar

The fragile thread between hearts. How easily it trembles. How quietly it breaks.

Rim Jhim Gire Saawan (Female)

Manzil · 1979 · Lata Mangeshkar

Rain as memory. Every drop feels like a moment returning, softer than before.

Kya Yehi Pyaar Hai

Rocky · 1981 · Kishore Kumar & Lata Mangeshkar

That quiet realization, when feeling turns into knowing, and knowing becomes surrender.

Tum Kya Mile Jaanejaan

Saatwan Aasman · 1992 · Lata Mangeshkar & Udit Narayan

A meeting that feels written long before it happens. Like destiny remembering itself.

Tere Husn Ki Kya Tareef

Leader · 1964 · Mohammed Rafi & Lata Mangeshkar

Admiration that feels almost sacred. Beauty seen, not just looked at.

Uyiril Thodum

Kumbalangi Nights · 2019 · Sooraj Santhosh

A softness that reaches the soul. Love as something quiet, steady, healing.

Parayuvaan

Ishq · 2019 · Sid Sriram & Neha Nair

Words that hesitate on the lips, because some feelings are too delicate to be spoken fully.

Neelakasham

Neelakasham Pachakadal Chuvanna Bhoomi · 2013

The longing for distance, for roads that stretch beyond what the heart can explain.

Pularikalo

Charlie · 2015 · Shakthisree Gopalan

Morning as a feeling. Gentle, uncertain, and full of quiet hope.

Always Becoming

Work in Progress

Every draft is a conversation with what's possible.

Projects in various stages of development: some just beginning to bloom, others evolving through trial, inspiration, and the quiet ache of getting it right.

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A space for the quiet weight

You Are Not Alone

Depression

Tired, stuck, or feeling low? You're not alone. Come sit with me. There is hope.

Depression is often misunderstood as temporary sadness. For many, it is a quiet, enduring weight that affects the mind, emotions, and the will to move forward.

This is a personal space. It doesn't deny the dark, but it keeps room for hope, for healing, and for the slow return of light.

Get Through This
On Her Shelf

Books That Shaped SAM


A small map of where SAM has been, in pages.

Biography

Meena Kumari: The Classic Biography

Vinod Mehta

Mehta's portrait of the tragedy queen stayed with SAM long after the last page. A life so luminous on screen, so quietly unraveling within, and written with the tenderness that kind of pain deserves. Published 1972. An essential for anyone who's ever felt the distance between a public face and a private heart.

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Memoir

Ten Years with Guru Dutt

Abrar Alvi

Alvi writes from the inside: the collaborator, the witness, the friend who watched genius consume itself. What emerges isn't just a portrait of a filmmaker, but of devotion to a craft that consumed its maker. SAM reads it like a quiet warning and a love letter both. Out of print in many editions, so seek it out.

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Fiction

A Fine Balance

Rohinton Mistry

Set in 1970s India, this novel follows four strangers thrown together by circumstance: a widow, two tailors, and a student. Few novels ask this much of a reader and give back this much in return. Mistry writes about survival and tenderness in the same breath, and SAM has never quite recovered from the ending. Longlisted for the Booker Prize.

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Fiction

Ladies Coupé

Anita Nair

Six women. One overnight train between Chennai and Bangalore. A question that runs through every conversation: what does a woman need to be truly free? Each woman's story unfolds across the night journey, quietly devastating, quietly hopeful. SAM found pieces of herself in every compartment of this book. Published 2001, it remains startlingly relevant.

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More titles added as SAM's shelf grows. Check back, or write to her with your own.

SAM's New Jersey

Rooted in Central Jersey


Community isn't just where you live. It's how you show up for the people around you.

New Jersey isn't just where SAM lives. It's the landscape of her daily life and a community she's proud to be part of. As a Muslim woman who's called Central Jersey home for many years, she knows the small, meaningful things: a warm halal café after a long day, a masjid that opens its doors with a quiet welcome. These guides are her way of giving back. Gathered with care, shared freely, for everyone who calls this corner of the world home.

— From the heart of Piscataway
Halal Dining

Halal Cafés Near Piscataway

Finding nourishment without compromise. A curated guide to halal cafés and eateries in Central New Jersey, gathered with care and shared with love, for the community that deserves the best.

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Community & Prayer

Masjids of Central New Jersey

Community, prayer, and belonging. A guide to masjids across Central New Jersey. Knowing where to pray is knowing where you belong, and no one should have to search alone.

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Let's Talk

You Reached Out. That Already Means Something.

Every Message Is Read With Care

Maybe you just finished one of her books and something stayed with you. Maybe you're a fellow creative with the spark of an idea. Maybe you just want to say "I felt this." Whatever it is, SAM would love to hear from you.

SAM lives close to her words and away from the noise. Her true home is this website. Instagram is where she's easiest to reach.